2022.01.23 03:30 raviv_gilad אקטימל גדול_במ
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2022.01.23 03:30 Upandup2 Proposed marijuana facility in Wawarsing concerns environmental groups – Daily Freeman
Initial public planning comments here. Cresco is typically very good at working with concerned parties to sort out issues.
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2022.01.23 03:30 glitterbitesbx Stuck on the fence about treatment
So I’ve been trying to get into a treatment centre for months now. Due to having to rely on government funds, I don’t have many choices when it comes to where I go for treatment. The first one recommended to me that accepted my intake form right away is an all women’s centre located a ferry ride and a three hour drive from my house. So basically I’d be “on my own” (away from family) for all 90 days. So after calling in every night for 85 days (I’ve been counting) to keep my application going until a bed was available…they called.
Before I go on, I should mention what I’m taking. I’m seeking help for over the counter cough medicine. DXM abuse. On the side, I’m stuck in a loop with Lorazepam. I’ve been taking it years for panic attacks and now I’m pretty sure it’s actually causing more anxiety than helping with it.
I also have IBS and take small amounts of codeine to stop the diarrhea. This is prescribed and is really stuck being my only option until they invent some better medication.
The treatment centre is based on pure abstinence from all drugs. This includes the prescribed codeine since it’s an opiate. If I go there, they will require me to give up the codeine. This is terrifying for the obvious reason of just spending the day on the toilet and being in stomach cramp agony. They said I could wean off it and go on Suboxone…which I don’t want to do. It won’t stop the IBS symptoms and will just add another substance to my body. I want help though. I need help.
I got the call from the centre about a start date for treatment a couple days ago. I either go this coming up Wednesday or basically never. I feel just like my life is now not in my hands.
I’m also on Venlafaxine.
I’m going to die without help or end up in the psych ward. The DXM is taking a toll on my body and my mind. I am fully aware of this. None of this is fun anymore. I want off this train but I can’t just stop suddenly. Medically that will put me in a dangerous place. The cough medicine is alcohol based. My doctor agrees that my Lorazepam is basically holding back the alcohol withdrawal symptoms I may be having when I go without the cough medicine. I’ve tried to skip days with the cough medicine since all the articles I’ve read about DXM says you can’t get psychically addicted to it;that it’s all mental. So I try my best to “grab some balls” and tough it out without the cough syrup. It’s rough though and there’s some obvious mental stuff that comes with it. There’s reasons why I ended up taking it and I’m working on dealing with those issues. Anyways, my doctor and psychiatrist both said weaning off of it would be better than going cold turkey. This is where my problems lie. The centre will make me wean off of my lorazepam starting as soon as I arrive. So I’ll be weaning off of the cough syrup with weaning off of the medication that will help with the cough syrup withdrawal. And I’ll be suddenly off the codeine I’ve been taking for years. I feel like I’m going to like have some serious issues with all this. Like seizures and mental meltdowns.
I didn’t mention that this place has no medical staff on site. A doctor pops by once a week. My intake will be the day after he pops by so I will have to wait a week just to see him for the first time. Am I right for being terrified about this? Just to give you an idea about how not medically taught the staff is…II mentioned my SSRI, Venlafaxine, the intake worker said “oh is that like a puffer (inhaler). I’m supposed to put my trust and health in people that just don’t have the medical knowledge.
I know some will see all this as me making excuses. My sister sure does. She said this is me trying to get out of getting off of drugs and said “you’re the only thing stopping you from getting help”. That instantly made me feel so low.
Here’s what I want to do: I am very very blessed to still live with my mum. We are best friends and she knows about my addiction. She wants me to go to treatment. But after sitting with me and having me tell her all this and saying that I’m just so scared, she listened to what I want to do…at least until I can get into another better suited treatment centre (my drug counsellor put in an application to a hospital based program. It seems so much safer for me. The wait list is long though…).
I want to go through with taking a leave from my job and just staying at home. I want to, with the help of my doctor, wean off the cough syrup. If all goes well, the weaning schedule will get my off it in like a month and a half. While getting off of it, I will stay on my lorazepam and codeine. After getting a hold on my cough syrup addiction, I will get off of the lorazepam. At 2mg a day, I know I can get off it with guidance. Maybe by then, a bed will open up somewhere.
I know being stuck at home can be bad for addictions but it’s a safe place for me. My cat is here. My arts and crafts, Lego kits and other things to safely amuse myself are. My mum is here.
So…what do you think? I’m honestly asking for outside views of this situation. I have until Monday to let the treatment centre know what I’m doing. Right now I’m so stuck on the fence.
I’m just so scared and stuck. I need help. I know I need help.
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2022.01.23 03:30 htxam Raceplay
I was thinking about doing a special show for new lunar year, wear a short red Chinese dress, decorate Asian theme etc. Do you think I will get in trouble on CB for racial role-playing? Do you think I should just skip this altogether and just focus on preparing for Valentine's?
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2022.01.23 03:30 Bentalon So happy with this find. Got the game and controller for $2 😊
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2022.01.23 03:30 jahoob123 I love Huel, but as I was rewatching season 4, I noticed how scared he was of jail and would rather flee than go a single day. Are there any theories of him being a SO or snitch?
2022.01.23 03:30 spooky-the-insomniac WFL | Me: 3 goldhorns , R guardian lion, diamond dragon, mythic egg | Them: R dalmation
2022.01.23 03:30 scAMIR Jones going on a rant on twitter (again) 😂 , personally I think Jones would beat Franics but I hope Francis knocks him out to the shadow realm, can’t wait for their fight
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2022.01.23 03:30 TurkeyDinner040 (m19) I really like this picture of myself. Thoughts?
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2022.01.23 03:30 JustMerff Omg.... XD
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2022.01.23 03:30 Ghost_AR How does one profit from war as an investor
So I got this idea because of the rumored “war” between Russia and Ukraine and I would like to know at what type of companies do investors look at when a war is rumored to happen and if it has been profitable in the past wars?
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2022.01.23 03:30 Crazyspideyfan Dark Souls
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2022.01.23 03:30 Spare_Avocado6577 Questions
*spoiler alert - HNT is the answer
Knowledge is power: Who uses Longfi on a decentralized system instead of WiFi like Amazon Sidewalk (off an Alexa device that you get $0 compensation for sharing your bandwidth and get your privacy violated) for a fee and get your signal waaay out to your sidewalk at your front door? What network is the most affordable for IOT devices and how are they getting their data passed along? What’s the growth rate of IOT devices in 2021/2022 and who is best set to capitalize on this? How are hotspots incentivized to remain a hotspot for IOT devices? What network starts out at 0 and becomes a network with over 510,000 nodes in less than a few years? How would a company incentivize 100s of thousands of people to pay and setup a network for them when big telecom is literally paying billions to do so? Questions, questions, questions....
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2022.01.23 03:30 Spaceman1965 Episode 91: Planet 8's Top 10 Spaceships!
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2022.01.23 03:30 LionOfJudahGirl Is my employer allowed to ask me if I'm vaccinated?
2022.01.23 03:30 Old_Ad_4650 Need friend to complete task
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2022.01.23 03:30 heeroo0 Haha
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2022.01.23 03:30 cuirasat Traian: Întâlnire cu părinţi, fraţi şi surori de preoţi
Sâmbătă, 22 ianuarie 2022, la iniţiativa Oficiului pentru Pastoraţia Familiei şi a Oficiului pentru Cler, la Centrul "Gaudium et Spes" de la Traian (NT) a avut loc o întâlnire specială cu părinţi, fraţi şi surori de preoţi.
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2022.01.23 03:30 KBGzzz All star msp
My first year playing hut, Assume ea is going to recycle the event like most as I’ve heard, what does it entail?
I’ve read they get +1 for each goal scored. So assuming they start at 86, Grabbing a couple guys they will likely end up as 88s? Can you upgrade them as well?
Need a LW and RD after selling off my trading bottom 6 + evo Barrie. (Would like to buy him again once his injury status is know better)
Thinking of building a Smyth this week with whatever free collectables I can get (maybe to 88 with one trade in). Good enough for 4th line PK duty.
I could build a Carlson to 92 likely as well, but that wouldn’t leave me too much to for the all star event.
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2022.01.23 03:30 ogchillum Boost for boost will boost back.
2022.01.23 03:30 Khaled34562 I tried to fit as many buccaneers for the boss bloon. I got 27.
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2022.01.23 03:30 thegreatpagliac Bio-active M. Balfouri Enclosure ( ? )
Picked up a large Herpcult flat today to hopefully move my Balfouri into tomorrow… or at least soon. But I was wondering if it would be possible to make it a bio active set up. My guess is no, since they’re a “dry environment” species. Still wanted to see, though, on the off chance that I can give myself a reason to get some isopods and give the dwarf tropical whites I somehow harbored a better home.
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2022.01.23 03:30 raykage Get notified when someone follows someone
2022.01.23 03:30 LoveMangaBuddy Read Atsumare! Fushigi Kenkyuubu - Chapter 257: the mystery of pockets - MangaBuddy
Goryou Daisuke is still unsure about which club to join. When he meets the three girl members of Mysterious Research Club while looking for the school's warehouse, he gets hypnotized to sign the registration form. Suzu who is obsessed with scary curses, Chiaki who only relies on her monstrous strength to perform dangerous magic tricks, and Kotone who can control people by hypnosis... Now, Daisuke' ... Read Atsumare! Fushigi Kenkyuubu - Chapter 257: the mystery of pockets - MangaBuddy. Read more at https://mangabuddy.com/atsumare-fushigi-kenkyuubu/chapter-257-the-mystery-of-pockets
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2022.01.23 03:30 JazzLover_OceanView 👏👏👏! I’ll take anybody who’s not a Seditious, Lying Autocrat
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